So I’m sitting at home and feeling a bit lost. When nothing really happens, I start to freak out by fear of missing out of something. Where’s the drama? Where’s the doubts? Where are they? I’ve got nothing to tell and that’s just sad. I need more stuff to think and talk about, otherwise I end up like this: doing nothing at all though I’ve got a test coming up, and feeling like this – sort of empty, sort of useless. It’s time for some adventure again. Hopefully soon.
Meanwhile, I will enjoy the sun (it has returned! it has returned!) and my new jeans shirt. I can become incredibly happy because of something like a jeans shirt, because of waking up due to sunlight, because of spending time with friends while enjoying the sun, and so on. I know I shouldn’t want more, but I definitely miss just something going on. Something, just fucking something! And I’m not talking about the regular stuff that is always going on. I’d even prefer doing slightly stupid things over doing nothing at all.
There. I said it. I’d rather be stupid than at home, studying, like I should? Dear lord. I’m such a teenager.
My punk/post-punk/ new wave love has returned full power thanks to my new jeans shirt, which is slightly new wave. I seriously consider getting myself a helix again. I’ve been thinking about this for about two years or something, and I’ll probably keep on thinking about it without any result… Will I regret it? I mean, after all it would be but an earring… There are plenty of other things I could regret, drinking too much, smoking, drugs,… And I’m fairly good at running away from all those things, so maybe I deserve this kind of regret.
Eternal doubts about earrings and a lack of drama. I almost can’t get over the teenageness of this post…! π
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Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013Not many people can pull off the spikey haired look, but you look utterly marvellous in them.
Show us a pic of this jeans shirt.
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/ March 5, 2013Woah, thank you. I spent some hours getting it right, but look, it turned out right!
I don’t have a cam here, so it will be for some other day…
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013Is there not a pic of it anywhere on the Interwebs?
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/ March 5, 2013It’s probably this one, but mine is slighly lighter and UBERCOOL.
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/ March 5, 2013http://www.zara.com/webapp/wcs/stores/servlet/product/be/nl/zara-neu-S2013/358004/1091012/DENIM%20OVERHEMD%20MEDIUM%20WASH
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013That is proper boss, and I bet you look fabulous in it.
If was learning Russian at university, I’d definitely want to be sitting next to whoever wore one.
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/ March 5, 2013I really take that as a compliment :D.
What do you think about the earring Michael? Should I get one?
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013Yeah, go for it. The idea of it is tickling around in your mind, and it’s better to say that you gave it a go then to wonder ‘what if’ for ages.
Plus, it’s easy to take out if you don’t like it.
I had an ear piercing many years ago.
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/ March 5, 2013Really?? You are even cooler than I always thought! What has made you stop wearing it?
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013I just got bored of it, and took it out.
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/ March 5, 2013And no one ever says ‘hey dude, you’ve got a hole in you ear’? That would totally make me win the argument with my parents ;).
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013Nah, I drilled a hole in my hands to make it match.
Annoyingly, my ear healed really quickly and now I look like Jesus after he was nailed to the cross.
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/ March 5, 2013Is that why you are bald? So people would not confuse you with Jesus? π
I always thought such things don’t heal anymore, at least if you’ve had earrings for a longer time. But I’m sure you look smashing with the holes in your hand!
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013I went bald so that I can show off the scars I got from wearing that crown of thorns for so long.
Chicks dig the scars, but whenever I start doing that feeding the five thousand trick again, they moan that all the extra food will make them fat.
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/ March 5, 2013π
If you’d turn all the water into wine, I’d totally stick with you.
Michael Cargill
/ March 5, 2013I’m off to bed now, but I’ll get practising tomorrow.
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/ March 5, 2013Deal! Sweet dreams, and let me know when things work out.
Mooselicker
/ March 5, 2013Wanna know a secret? Everybody wants to be a teenager forever and most people sort of are. I’m going through my own melodramatic teenager phase right now. Here’s hoping I snap out of it soon and get back to kicking ass!
Don’t let yourself be stupid for too long. Take advantage of your youth and the drive and energy you have now.
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/ March 5, 2013You’ve got that phase now too? It must be something in the air I guess. I’d totally like to be 18 forever, but not like this – this ain’t exciting enough…
It’s just the fact that I’m too little stupid that makes this so boring :).
Mooselicker
/ March 5, 2013I think something is indeed going around. I know a lot of people who are in this false consciousness right now where they feel ridiculously not themselves. It’s probably March. We’re still too far away from anything good.
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/ March 5, 2013That’s true. it’s been such a sunny day, but spring’s still far away… We’ll all have to help each other to survive…
A Gripping Life
/ March 5, 2013Hey, I’d trade lives with you in a split second. Enjoy your drama free life, better that than something awful. Right? (but yeah, i remember that feeling- I’m just jealous.)
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/ March 6, 2013Definitely! I know I’m lucky to have this fairly smooth life. But the drama I had so far was not that dramatic, it was enough to occupy my mind and that’s what I’m missing. I don’t want any real drama, that’s true… π
El Guapo
/ March 6, 2013At some point tomorrow (if work allows),I’ll see if I can’t work you up a tale of drama and earrings at Guapo Theater.
I finally got my last earring at about age 40. It was actually done by a pro,and I still have the hole a few years later!
Right now, I have a skull and crossbones in, but will probably swap it out for the surfboard soon.
No Blog Intended
/ March 6, 2013Woah, how come everyone is even cooler than I believed? You guys are awesome. I’m already looking forward to that story! I want to know everything about your earrings.
El Guapo
/ March 6, 2013Okay, the pingback you just got from me is tfrom the Guapo Playhouse production.
It’s horrible. Seriously, don’t even read it.
Lets just chalk it up to “it’s the thought that counts”, and never speak of it again.
My earring story is a completely different one, the playhouse is just for you.
And seriously, it’s awful. π
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/ March 6, 2013I couldn’t feel much more flattered Guapo :D. Thanks to you I’m not hiding entirely paranoid in a corner of this room.
I do hope you’ll tell your story once though :).
El Guapo
/ March 7, 2013Ha! No paranoia. You just be you. The rest of the world will fall in line.
mgert123
/ March 8, 2013Reflection on the past, capturing the moment now. It will always happen in your life, Embrace it and enjoy it. Then you can move on. Love you post.
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/ March 9, 2013By now, I’ve got a little bit drama again (or at least, something going on…) and an earring. I’m perfectly happy π ;)!
Edita (pret-a-reporter)
/ March 11, 2013Get it done. The earring I mean. When you are bored of it, take it out. And a full on yes for the denim shirt – I love mine π x
No Blog Intended
/ March 11, 2013I’ve done it :D! And I’m glad I did.
Of course you’ve got one too – obviously you belong to the cool people ;). x
Edita (pret-a-reporter)
/ March 11, 2013Not that cool π But if you say I am, then I am sooo flattered π x